Posts in July 27, 2008
Stop carrying the longing for communication. I no longer speak of longing for closeness. Stop. That’s it. Forget it. There is no such thing as longing. And even though we all live in a world of people, it is completely normal to enjoy only your own company.
I gave you sunrises, now you give me sunsets. I don't see them. I always miss them. But sometimes I sneak a glance at the sky and sink into this veil of violet on yellow with bright pink flashes and blue cats chasing blue butterflies.
It all happened very quickly. Riku was lucky. He wasn't just the first, he was the first American man I’d interacted with “romantically” after Adam. Actually, I had responded to his ad. He had a nice face.
Greg came over, bringing a bouquet of leaves. Among them were many flowers—some blue, some tinged with pink, and a few snow-white ones.
In the process of searching for oneself and pushing through the dense forest of the mind's, subconscious’s, habits’, fears’, and happiness-destroying beliefs’ entanglements, we sometimes come across an element that clearly requires removal or at least transformation within our being. Take fear, for example.