Dream – March 31, 2017
I was sitting with some guy. The time felt very strange: everyone’s sensory abilities had heightened. This guy suddenly declared that we were going to try to have a child together. I didn’t really know him, but he showed me a piece of paper that said the same thing – that we were going to try to have a child together. But that didn’t mean that we would have a child together. Especially with the arrival of my father’s relatives…
Honestly, the feeling I had about my relatives was so pleasant… I had almost forgotten it – when you are accepted and loved just as you are, when you are already a part of their company, and they will never reject you, you will always belong to this group. I was walking down the corridor, enjoying the sound of my relatives talking, and I passed by Staska, my cousin, who is a two-and-a-half-times removed brother. In real life, Staska looks like a Kuban Cossack: short, wiry, and skinny, with huge brown eyes and curly black locks. He has a brilliant, piercing gaze. In the dream, he was tall, thin, with light blue eyes and dark brown hair.
I passed by him without paying much attention, but out of the corner of my eye, I saw his penetrating gaze meet mine. When I entered the room where the previous guy was sitting and started doing something, I suddenly realized that I had walked past my cousin and hadn’t even greeted him! I went back to the room with the visiting relatives, who were talking loudly among themselves and getting ready to go somewhere, like a restaurant. Staska was sitting on the floor by the balcony, with his legs curled up, saying he wasn’t going anywhere. I immediately understood why. He didn’t want to leave without me.
We locked eyes, and everything became clear. We were made for each other. It was that moment when both people look at each other, but in reality, they are looking into each other’s souls, penetrating each other’s hearts to the very core… And both know they are together, that this connection is higher and deeper than any bond that could exist between two people. Suddenly, I felt an irresistible desire to merge with him, to be as close as possible, ideally with a negative charge. To penetrate him completely and feel him penetrating me.
Realizing what was happening and understanding that exactly the same thing was happening to him, I saw his face and eyes light up. I approached him, sat next to him, and closed my eyes. He leaned in and kissed me on the lips. For some reason, I didn’t like the kiss. But it didn’t change my feelings or desires. We continued, and we kissed again, and it was incredibly beautiful.
After that, they argued over me and tried to decide who had more right to me – the one who was destined to “try” to have a child with me, or the one with whom I had this instant, all-encompassing connection on every level… I wanted to see what would happen next and who would win, but I woke up just five minutes before the alarm!
There was also an interesting moment… among the relatives, there was a girl about six years old who possessed some supernatural powers, deep knowledge. It seemed that all the people were divided into several large groups, each representing a certain entity. I started asking who I was, and it turned out that I was a Squirrel. I was very surprised, as I had already been told earlier in the dream that I was a Squirrel. I started asking her other questions, like what kind of entity the guy was, but she said he was a different entity and clearly didn’t want to give me more details on that, though it felt like the entity was some kind of powerful being. I asked if I would have children, but the girl (who seemed wise beyond her years) made a very thoughtful expression and said, “Natasha, you’re asking too many questions, ones you don’t need to know the answers to.” And then she bowed out.