You know, I don’t always behave “properly.” Who wrote these rules? And why do I hear that “my love” isn’t the way it’s supposed to be? That I “rush ahead” and am “too open,” that I “behave improperly” in one way or another… Sometimes I love too much, and sometimes it feels like I’m mocking… I don’t want to listen to any rules when it comes to Love. After all, it’s MY feeling, it lives in MY world. And I experience it MYSELF. And all my reality is only MY reality. So, I want to confess to you. In everything.
Do you know what I really want?
I want to wake up with you. Always. Feel you next to me. Feel your warmth and fire, coolness and heat, calmness and playfulness. To feel the touch of your gentle – so beloved – hands. Caressing my hair, eyes, shoulders… Waking up with magical words of Love on your lips, absorbing your thirst for life, bringing you a big cup of mint tea for breakfast, making your morning an unforgettable moment of the day, giving you energy and light, joy and strength for flight…
To see you off on this wonderful PATH – a flight through life, to be a kind companion to you, always by your side, soothing your sight and hearing, supporting you when it’s hard, caressing you when you’re lonely, cheering you up when you’re sad, debating, chatting, babbling. Stroking your head, pampering you, making you happy. To make your life the lightest and most interesting, the most fulfilling and exciting, so that every moment of it would be unforgettable…
To protect you from the thoughts of unkind people who see your success and strength, to shield you from unjust attacks, to explain to those who are wrong about you that they just don’t see your uniqueness, your depth, and the brightness of your personality… To carry you in my arms to that cloud, on which you will float, not knowing sorrow, only singing me a song with your magical voice…
To dress you in comfortable and beautiful clothes, feed you delicious and healthy food, gift you exquisite entertainments, introduce you to the wisest and kindest people… To read you, inhale you, absorb you, become you, be you.
To be your song, to fly with you, to merge with you into ONE WHOLE, to be loved by you and love you. And know that I am you, and you are me. Always. Always. There is no one who could separate us. There is no one who could stop us. There is no obstacle to prevent OUR LOVE from growing, flowing, and being given to the whole world, my beloved woman, my precious beloved, my incredible sorceress, my beautiful little girl, my defenseless strong one, my silly intellectual, my unremarkable beauty, my simple talented, MY BELOVED ME.