Posts in Thoughts
Sweet, funny, joyful, wonderful, sunny, gentle, strict, sad, delicate, emotional – that’s my mom. I don’t remember her being bad at all.
Suddenly, for the first time in my life, I truly feel like an adult. Simply an adult.
And everything has become very simple. Suddenly, while listening to Love Song For A Vampire, I realized that I had spent my whole life searching for the wrong things in love.
Have you ever felt intoxicated by such perfumes as Michael, Marc Jacobs, Flora by Gucci, Fragile By Jean Paul Gaultier? These are some of the sexiest women’s scents on the market, and all of them have something in common – one of their main notes is the tuberose. I believe that tuberose creates an unforgettable strong aroma that may not leave anybody indifferent. It allures, it's irresistible, it's hot, it's enchanting.
Autumn has gripped summer and refuses to let go. October pulls the hot blanket of August over itself at night.
The film was released in 2006. Its unusually unremarkable title hardly captures the essence of the movie. At first, I thought I could compare it to something I had seen before, but then I realized that comparisons are futile.
I’ve gotten used to going to the movies and restaurants by myself. At first, I wrote “in solitude,” but I felt there was some sense of resignation in those words that I didn’t want to put into them, so I rephrased it to “with myself.”
Even the most beloved person is just a part of my vast, boundless World. To say that they are the entire World means greatly narrowing this boundless World down to just one beloved person. Firstly, it's a conscious global limitation of oneself, depriving oneself of all the possible riches that the World can offer us.
It’s funny, but following a request I made some time ago, a state of amazing and magical happiness returned to my life. Everything feels somehow magical and beautiful for no particular reason; there are some miracles around, and most importantly, my heart feels happiness, and my face wears an unchanging smile.
Stop carrying the longing for communication. I no longer speak of longing for closeness. Stop. That’s it. Forget it. There is no such thing as longing. And even though we all live in a world of people, it is completely normal to enjoy only your own company.
It all happened very quickly. Riku was lucky. He wasn't just the first, he was the first American man I’d interacted with “romantically” after Adam. Actually, I had responded to his ad. He had a nice face.