Posts in Thoughts

What a freaking cocktail of subjects I am. Sometimes it seems to me that I am a classic specimen for studying many topics, such as the rupture of relationships with my father at a tender age, merging with my mother, and the subsequent desire to reunite with her...

There are mentally ill people (like psychopaths, sociopaths, and narcissists). There are foolish people. There are cowards.

All mistakes, sooner or later, turn into something laughable and tiny. Even the most serious mistakes. And if it only takes a few minutes to learn the lesson that these mistakes teach us, if they are not globally monstrous and only affect our lives, there is nothing terrible in letting go of them at that very moment – completely letting go – and putting a period. Stopping the self-blame and guilt over the mistake, just moving forward.

I recently watched a documentary film that describes and shows detailed scientific research aimed at studying what determines people's level of sex appeal. Since not everyone will have the opportunity to watch this film, I will briefly outline what the studies found.

Yesterday, I watched a funny movie. Of course, it didn’t say anything new, the actors are somewhat mediocre, though not terribly bad. Michael Angarano is a decent actor, though (he resembles Fyodor Dunaevsky). But I liked how the old theme (money takes over and corrupts us) was presented with a new twist.

Yesterday, I was completely drained, lay down to sleep, and, exhausted by the thoughts of the past days, asked the angels for help. And then a young angel appeared, male in appearance, tall, with a round face and long curls, and he began not exactly “scolding” me, but more like “guiding” me in a very businesslike manner. For some reason, he spoke in English.

In the meantime, life has placed several serious questions in front of me, which I am currently trying to resolve. I do have a few questions (perhaps to myself?), some of which have been bothering me for quite a long time.

You listen to me. You say you don’t want to tell me how to live my […]

I completely agree with this: If you are thin (and have never been really overweight) - stop judging overweight people and giving them advice on how to lose weight. It's a separate topic - the psychology of a fat person. Everything is different there. So when thin people start reasoning and, worse, condemning someone with comments like 'how much can you eat?! Can't you control yourself?!', I want to smack them on the head... Overweight and thin people are always on different sides of the barricade. The thing that amazes me most in life is people who try to teach me how to live in this regard.

There are three types of kindness. The first type of kindness is the one a person needs and asks for. In this case, whether to give them kindness or not depends on two factors: the degree of compassion and the internal feeling of the rightness of giving.